Dear friends I am here but not answering much lately. The pain in my foot from the sciatic nerve injury is just WAY more than I can handle. We heard yesterday that my nephew's wife committed suicide that morning. She had a miscarriage about 2 weeks ago (so maybe postpartum depression is a factor here). My nephew is in the military and they were transferred from their home in California to Texas. Very young and very alone. She did it right in bed next to him, no warning, no anything just calmly put his service revolver to her head. My nephew is an emotional basket case. The military has him hospitalized and sedated. She also leaves a 9 month old baby behind. My MIL is planning on driving down to take care of the baby. Is it any wonder why my 18 year old said that she feels like she is living with Job? So I am going no mail for a while. I am having a hard time just keeping myself going. I'll be back when things settle down. If anyone needs me for anything please feel free to email me privately at [log in to unmask] Thanks Marie Davis, RN, IBCLC