Stacy, So glad that you had the support and have breastfeeding doing well now. What a horrible experience. I don't have a list of emoticons but I am hoping that the one after your comment about the LLL police was a grinful smirk or something. There is extra pressure when you are in the field and can't figure out what is happening with your own child, I've had those moments too and hated to admit to my co-Leaders that I had a problem but they were nothing but supportive and I'm sure yours were too. Your experience is good advertisement for an advocate to be with mom during birth. Adele Delgado LLLL, Santa Ysabel, Ca. ___________________________________________________________________ You don't need to buy Internet access to use free Internet e-mail. Get completely free e-mail from Juno at http://www.juno.com/getjuno.html or call Juno at (800) 654-JUNO [654-5866]