I wrote last year about the brick wall I was struggling with in the form of our local children's hospital physicians (who happen to staff our SCN) who are decidedly NOT in the know about breastfeeding, nor seem to want to be. I have been walking on eggshells for the last year, with just enough support from others to keep going. That's a great deal of the reason I haven't been as attentive to LN. It wears you out, that balancing act and watching every "p" and "q"! Well, I finally crashed and burned (meaning I've lost my lactation job) because I made the comment that a mom's milk (a mom who was being put on Trileptal and whose >5 lb baby is in SCN) was "safer than formula" for her baby. Somehow my off-handed comment to the nurse found it's way the physician in charge (not a big fan of mine, remember?!) and she *had* to go back and tell the mom that it certainly was NOT ok for her to provide her milk for her baby (thus saving the baby from certain harm due to my advice!!!). Formally, the reason for my firing is that I didn't check this information with the doctor first before giving it to the nurse, though my comment and the mopping up that the doc "had" to do were all included. I plan to file a grievance and have been saving up stuff I plan to include in it. We have no union here for nurses and (according to my brother the attorney) our state is a no-fault state basically meaning they could fire me for not having the right hair color if they wanted to! I still have the option of going to the media with what I know is going on, but, as my brother (also a realist) points out, I still need a job. Any help or advice would be appreciated. You all were a wonderful support last year and I saved several of your comments. Many here have pointed out that I'm better off, a sentiment I grudgingly share but I still need a job and the moms and babies there deserve better! TIA. Marsha ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Marsha Glass RN, BSN, IBCLC~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Mothers have as powerful an influence over the welfare of future generations as all other earthly causes combined. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~John S. C. Abbot~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *********************************************** To temporarily stop your subscription: set lactnet nomail To start it again: set lactnet mail (or digest) To unsubscribe: unsubscribe lactnet All commands go to [log in to unmask] The LACTNET mailing list is powered by L-Soft's renowned LISTSERV(R) list management software together with L-Soft's LSMTP(TM) mailer for lightning fast mail delivery. For more information, go to: http://www.lsoft.com/LISTSERV-powered.html